viewChapter 2: The Conductor’s Veil
In the world after the treaty, all peace was partition. Two clans, Eve and Lilith, split the future in half—obedience or exile, belonging or freedom, never both. From the day of one’s initiation—at eight or eighty—the door locked behind them, and the choice became a legacy sealed by ritual, fear, and myth.
Some said the price was worth it. In the Eve compounds, harmony came with surveillance, and every nest was for life. There was safety in sameness, comfort in the crowd, and even the monsters were called family. In the Lilith corridors, you could reinvent yourself nightly—no tracking, no forced kin, no limits but your own—but many grew wild with longing, clutching for bonds that slipped through their fingers like astral smoke.
The Railroad ran between these worlds—a secret, ever-shifting network for the misfit, the outcast, the unsatisfied. And at its center was a figure whose name was more frequency than flesh: Kellyanna. Known by a thousand masks, whispered in more than one tongue, she was the conductor, the axis around which every code and corridor bent.
Few ever met her twice with the same face. With Blues, she shimmered as Anna, all empathy and quiet hands. Grays knew her as Cassie or Emily, a ghost in the datastream, splicing signals even the astral couldn’t see. To the Greens, she was Rosalin or Leah, blending into the noise, catching secrets in the current. In the council’s core, she wore Megan or Tala’s name, steady as myth and just as hard to follow. The J’s remembered her as Katie, laughter at the edge of the party; the K’s knew only Shadow, the last face seen before vanishing into cover.
Every team claimed a piece of her, but no one claimed her whole. Even Leo, the one trusted enough to hold her music box, couldn’t say what color her eyes truly were, or what song she hummed when the corridors went dark. All he knew was that, after the last meeting—when Kellyanna handed him the old, coded box and whispered “Keep listening”—the frequency changed. She told the Railroad she’d broken cover, exposed and done. In truth, she only went deeper under, moving through layers of myth and memory where even the snitches couldn’t trace.
Now, Kellyanna was less person than legend. To some, she was the great betrayer—leaving the network to fend for itself, testing whether myth could hold in her absence. To others, she was still present in every corridor, her hum woven through every pulse, a ghost you only noticed after she’d passed by. Only Leo clung to the certainty that no new face, no borrowed name, no would-be successor was her. He’d sit in the shadowed safehouse, thumb brushing the music box, and tell each would-be conductor, “That’s not her. When the real Kellyanna returns, you’ll feel it before you see it.”
In this world, masks were currency. Code names were armor. The only true self was the one you could never quite pin down—a melody haunting the rails, too deep for any council to silence.
Kellyanna was born to the Eve compounds, in a sun-warmed enclave of Team Leah, where privilege felt as natural as breath. In that world, children were guided, not merely raised: every day mapped in gentle routine, every bond monitored, every nest-mate assigned as carefully as any ritual. The walls of her life were painted with promises—free care, endless safety, harmony bought at the cost of secrecy and silence. The rules were clear: trust the elders, respect the clan, and never question why freedom felt so heavy.
For most Leahs, the system worked. Their needs were anticipated; their risks, managed. To be a Leah was to be protected from the chaos beyond—shielded from loneliness, but also from choice. If you played along, you thrived. If you wavered, the clan circled closer, smoothing the ripples, erasing the doubt. Even whispers about those who left—Liliths, the lost, the queer, the deviant—sounded like bedtime threats: “That road leads only to ruin.”
But Kellyanna was born different, and everyone saw it. She had the Leah gift for empathy, the intuitive touch that let her sense shifts in mood and meaning long before words arrived. Yet her gaze always drifted to the boundaries—the walls, the locked gates, the corridors marked for elders only. She wanted to know what was on the other side.
She asked questions Leahs weren’t supposed to ask: Why were some friendships forbidden? Why did comfort sometimes feel like a cage? Why did stories about the Railroad make her heart race, as if some old part of her knew the sound of a distant whistle? The elders—her parents, teachers, the council’s patient eyes—should have stopped her. They should have steered her gently back to the center, toward the safe, compliant warmth of the nest.
Instead, they looked the other way. Maybe they saw the restlessness as a phase, a harmless curiosity in a girl born into privilege. Maybe they believed the clan’s walls were strong enough to outlast a child’s wanderlust. Or maybe—somewhere deep inside—they wondered if the world needed someone willing to test the doors, to challenge the myth of perfect safety.
So when Kellyanna began testing the edges—venturing closer to restricted rooms, tracing old maps in the clan archives, asking about the legends of the Railroad—no one intervened. She learned to move quietly, to mask her intent, to pass through checkpoints with a smile and a borrowed code. Each time she crossed a new threshold, the elders held their breath, unsure whether to be proud or afraid.
In letting her wander, the clan sowed the seeds of its own undoing. For Kellyanna would not just pass through the corridors—she would learn to conduct them, and eventually, to disappear into their deepest shadow.
To be born Team Leah in the Eve compounds was to inherit a particular map of the world—a landscape sharply divided by myth, ritual, and decree. On one side stood the Leahs: obedient, nurtured, their lives buffered by endless rules and the safety those rules were said to guarantee. On the other, the Liliths: wild, free, forever branded as lost or dangerous.
From her first years, Kellyanna was inducted into the privileges of her clan. Leah children received the best housing, the quietest courtyards, an education custom-built for comfort and consensus. She learned the value of group harmony, the right phrases to say when clan leaders listened, and how to keep her own questions tucked behind a polite smile.
Within Team Leah, the world further fractured into specialized crews—teams, each with its own gifts and place in the machine. The Blues, masters of empathy and care, taught Kellyanna to read a room without words. The Greens showed her how to track information, manage appearances, and catalog every detail worth remembering. From the Grays came stories of technology and systems, though Leahs were warned not to delve too deeply into the tools the Liliths prized. The A’s ran the meetings, the J’s planned the games, and the K’s—rarely seen—whispered about security, medicine, or shadow work done for the good of all.
Kellyanna, marked early as a Blue, moved easily between the teams, invited to every circle, trusted to smooth over conflict or sense when a secret was being held too tightly. The clan’s system worked in her favor: doors opened, elders nodded approval, privileges accumulated quietly. She learned what it meant to be above suspicion.
But that status was fragile. Everyone knew the price of peace was vigilance—sanction, exile, or erasure if you ever broke faith with the system.
When Kellyanna’s curiosity led her to cross team boundaries—asking Grays for forbidden lessons in the virtual corridors, or letting Greens teach her how to slip unnoticed into restricted archives—she always felt the tension: a rush of exhilaration, a pang of dread. She was the child allowed to wander, but only so far. She could test the edges, but the penalty for crossing over—truly over—was absolute. One step too far and the shield of privilege would shatter, leaving her exposed, no different from those she’d been taught to pity or fear.
The real experiment was always about safety. How close could she get to the world of Lilith—the chaos and liberty whispered about in Leah cautionary tales—without getting caught? What privileges could she claim, and what would be taken if she was seen as “disloyal” or reckless?
For every new skill she gained in secret, every forbidden corridor she slipped through, Kellyanna lived with the knowledge that her clan could turn on her in an instant. And beneath the privileges, the warnings lingered:
Don’t let yourself be seen in both worlds. Don’t let your curiosity look like betrayal. Remember—the greatest danger is not what you learn, but what they find out you know.
It was Dan who changed everything. Among the Leahs, he was known for moving quietly, rarely drawing the sharp eye of the elders. But to those who watched closely, Dan’s allegiance was never just to one side. He’d seen more of the world than he let on—and it was Dan who first showed Kellyanna the cracks in the clan’s walls.
He didn’t take her all at once. Instead, he taught her the art of crossing quietly: how to adopt the easy arrogance of a Lilith, how to change her cadence and step into the pulse of the untracked corridors. He taught her the slang, the masks, the subtle gestures that let her blend into a crowd that would exile her if they saw her true origins.
Dan’s imprint settled deep into her astral-virtual signature. In every Lilith gathering, the more attuned could sense it—the residue of a different code, a guiding hand, the echo of someone who’d gone before and left her with more than just instructions. Some called it mentorship; others felt the unspoken intimacy. Among the Lilith men, especially, it stirred a complicated envy. They recognized Dan’s mark not just as a technical accomplishment, but as a personal claim—a sign that Kellyanna belonged to no one, but had been trusted with a secret they all wished was theirs.
For Kellyanna, the risk was always twofold: being caught by her own people for crossing, or being outed as a “Leah in Lilith skin” by those she was learning to live among. Dan watched her from the shadow of every threshold, teaching her how to let go of Leah’s caution without losing the empathy that made her rare. He never claimed her openly, but the rumor was enough. In both worlds, people wondered what he’d seen in her, and what she had risked to walk the lines only the bravest dared cross.
That bond—a secret, a lesson, a quiet mark—would shape every mask Kellyanna wore from then on. And for as long as the legend of the conductor survived, so too would the story of the man who helped her cross, and the shadow of jealousy he left behind.
On the Leah side, there was Jonas. In the Eve compounds, his was the kind of name people trusted—soft-spoken, clan-steady, his life mapped neatly within the boundaries of tradition. Jonas and Kellyanna were paired early, a match sanctioned by every elder and celebrated with the sort of gentle ceremony Leahs prized: quiet, communal, unspokenly final.
Jonas had grown up knowing the weight of belonging. He understood how to move through the day without drawing the council’s gaze, how to comfort without questions, how to keep faith with the nest even when longing flickered at its edges. With Kellyanna, he was patient, offering warmth and routine—the safe harbor the clan wanted for its gifted children.
He saw the restlessness in her, the questions she was careful not to voice around elders. Some days, he tried to distract her with tradition, stories of ancestors, the promise that everything needed could be found within their walls. But he also saw the way her gaze lingered at the boundaries, how she traced hidden paths with her fingertips and pressed her ear to closed doors, listening for the world beyond.
Their bond, once the pride of the compound, began to strain. The more Jonas tried to hold her close, the further Kellyanna drifted—torn between the safety of her birthright and the pull of the unknown. In the eyes of the clan, they were perfect, but in the quiet hours, Jonas understood what few dared to admit: sometimes love isn’t enough to anchor a spirit born to wander.
He didn’t ask where she went when she slipped away, nor did he try to follow. To be with Kellyanna was to love the question as much as the answer—and to know, deep down, that one day she might cross a threshold he couldn’t follow.
Before the world called her Kellyanna, before she wore a dozen code names and became legend among the Railroad, she was born Emily Gray—a child of compound privilege but humble beginnings. Hers was a family made for council stories: the Gray name belonged to her father, Sir Jonathan Gray, revered among Grays for his logic, discipline, and uncanny sense for the inner workings of every system. But it was her mother’s Blue legacy that ran deepest in Emily’s veins.
From birth, the twins—Emily and her brother Johnny—were the living proof that team was thicker than blood alone. Johnny carried the Gray legacy with pride: tech-brilliant, methodical, the sort of boy who could rewire the council comms by age ten and charm secrets from any archive. He was the son the Grays celebrated, and in him, Sir Jonathan saw a perfect inheritor.
Emily, though, was all Blue. Her empathy was a living thing—she could read a room’s temperature before she entered, sense the sadness in a song, hear the tremor in an elder’s voice. Where Johnny built with circuits, Emily built with feelings. She soothed disputes before they sparked, gathered lost ones to her side, and carried the clan’s heart in her hands.
Their bond was the talk of the compound—complementary as sun and shadow, sometimes mistaken for twins despite their differences in age and bearing. One solved problems; the other soothed souls.
If Johnny was the system’s architect, Emily was its heartbeat.
They learned early that belonging in Team Leah meant living within lines—tradition, safety, a network of loyalty and ritual that left little room for risk. But even as children, they found ways to bridge their worlds: Johnny slipping Emily code-keys and maps, Emily warning Johnny which elders were likely to ask questions. Together, they made a team greater than the sum of their colors.
Yet the seeds of wandering were always there. For every boundary Johnny respected, Emily pushed softly against another, her curiosity as quiet and persistent as water through stone.
Their parents watched—proud, protective, and sometimes worried. Sir Jonathan trusted the system; their mother, with Blue intuition, knew some boundaries could never hold a heart as wild as Emily’s.
It was this blend—Gray logic, Blue empathy—that would set Emily, soon to be Kellyanna, on the path to becoming more than her name, more than her team, more than even the clan’s oldest stories dared to imagine.
Johnny began teaching Emily military family intelligence protocols almost as soon as she could walk. In Clan Eve, every Gray household had its own version—some more formal than others, but all built on centuries of paranoia and pride. Their father, Sir Jonathan, called it “preparedness,” but to the children, it was a secret language: codes for when to go quiet, routines for keeping a low profile, the subtle cues that meant “don’t trust this visitor” or “move to the next room.”
It started with games. Johnny would hide a token—an old comm crystal or a silver button—and challenge Emily to find it, but only after he’d left a trail of subtle hints. If someone knocked at the door while their parents were out, Emily learned to glance at the time, memorize the face, listen for words out of place. At the dinner table, Sir Jonathan drilled them gently: “Where are the exits? Who’s in the room who shouldn’t be? What would you do if the alarms sounded?”
Emily absorbed it all, though she didn’t love the rules the way Johnny did. Where he found comfort in structure, she felt the edges as both shield and cage. But she respected her brother’s lessons, and she followed his lead—shadowing his code-switching, mimicking his ability to seem invisible or harmless when authority figures swept through.
Over time, Johnny taught her the deeper protocols, the ones most Leah children never learned.
– Never reveal all you know in the first conversation.
– Keep three stories ready—one true, one half-true, one that buys you time.
– If you sense you’re being watched, slow down. Let them underestimate you.
– Always know who your “out” is—the person or route that gets you home if the world turns dangerous.
It wasn’t just about staying safe from outsiders; it was about surviving inside the system, too. In Clan Eve, suspicion could be a weapon as much as a warning. Johnny made sure Emily understood: “Trust is earned slowly. Even among family, be careful what you say out loud.”
These lessons became her scaffolding—the quiet backbone behind every mask she would ever wear, every corridor she would one day cross. If Kellyanna, the legend, was ever more prepared than her enemies expected, it was because Emily Gray, the child, had learned the oldest safety codes at her brother’s side.
James was three years older than Emily, the middle child and, in many ways, the mystery at the heart of the Gray siblings. Where Johnny bore the unmistakable mark of Team Gray—sharp, disciplined, always two moves ahead—James seemed born for Team A, the strategists. He was practical, poised, a natural at turning chaos into order and reading the unwritten rules of every council room he entered.
From a young age, James was the planner: organizing games, smoothing over family squabbles, and instinctively stepping up whenever the adults needed a stand-in diplomat. He had the gift of logistics, the ability to see the bigger picture without missing the small details, and a knack for rallying people behind a common cause. Even elders trusted him to keep secrets and settle disputes. Among his peers, he was a quiet leader—the one everyone expected to grow into a council chair, or perhaps command a compound of his own.
But there was a side of James even Johnny sometimes missed—a hidden Blue thread running beneath his A-team exterior. Emily sensed it in the way he lingered after a crisis to comfort a crying child, or how he listened when others vented fears and hopes. He could crack a joke at the right moment, pull someone aside for a private word, or soften a harsh verdict with a kind glance. It was a subtle gift, masked beneath his confident stride and council-ready posture.
James never competed with Johnny’s intellect or Emily’s empathy. Instead, he brought the two together, translating between logic and feeling, strategy and intuition. In family matters, he was the peacemaker; in public, the steady force others leaned on. He could run a meeting or hold a hand—sometimes both at once.
If Johnny was the system’s architect and Emily its heart, James was the bridge:
The one who made sure everyone stayed in sync, who could carry a secret for months or run interference when council politics grew tense. He understood the power of a hidden motive, but he also saw the value in small kindnesses, often delivered when no one else was watching.
In time, Emily would come to realize that her own ability to walk between worlds owed as much to James’s example as to Johnny’s drills or her mother’s Blue wisdom. And when the time came for her to step onto the Railroad, it would be James’s lessons in patience, perspective, and quiet courage that steadied her most.
When Kellyanna—still Emily to her family—was eight years old, the world shifted under her feet. Johnny, her older brother and mentor, vanished in the night. No warning, no note, just an empty bunk and the echo of lessons half-learned. For days, the compound whispered, elders tight-lipped, her mother refusing to explain, her father grim and distracted. Emily knew only that Johnny was gone, and that nothing in the compound felt safe anymore.
It was in those shadowed days that the split happened. With her brother’s absence gnawing at the structure of her mind, Emily’s spirit—already stretched by curiosity and longing—fractured for the first time. That was when Caitlin arrived.
Caitlin was everything Emily could not be. Where Emily was gentle and intuitive, Caitlin was sharp and watchful. She could hide pain behind a practiced smile, mirror the adults’ expectations, slip through the compound with a Gray’s efficiency and a stranger’s detachment. Caitlin learned the protocols Johnny left behind and sharpened them; she guarded the door to their heart, letting no one too close, not even James.
From then on, the world knew only Emily—the sweet, helpful, compliant Leah child. But in the quiet, in the hidden corridors, Caitlin moved in the shadows: running silent drills, cataloguing which elders might know the truth, and watching for Johnny’s return.
Most didn’t notice the change. James saw it, though, sensing that his little sister was now two voices in one skin—one soft, one steel. Their mother worried, trying to coax the old Emily back, but never finding the words. The clan took comfort in Emily’s public smiles, never seeing Caitlin’s haunted eyes behind them.
It was Caitlin who would later lead the first crossing, Caitlin who mastered the masks, and Caitlin who learned that survival sometimes meant becoming a myth before you were old enough to write your own story.
Over the years, Kellyanna’s survival became an art of division—each new threat or turning point giving rise to a distinct self, each alias holding a piece of her truth. The clan saw only the face she wore for them; the Railroad would one day know her by many names, each with its own power and purpose.
Emily was the first: the birth name, the gentle child of Team Leah, all empathy and soft voice. Emily soothed disputes and made herself small—innocence in a world of rules. She was the bridge to the elders, the trusted heart who almost believed in safety.
Caitlin emerged when the walls closed in. After Johnny vanished, Caitlin was the shadow—sharp, calculating, the one who ran silent drills and never let anyone close enough to break her. Caitlin bore the clan’s suspicions, learned to mask every longing, and became the watcher in every crowd.
Alexi was the scout, the experimenter, the first to test the boundaries. Alexi was curiosity with a pulse—slipping between team meetings, borrowing codes, learning Grayspace logic and Green rumorwork. Where Emily soothed, Alexi risked.
Katie came with the Railroad—a mask of laughter and bright bravado. Katie could charm a room, dance at the edge of the J circles, and coax secrets from the unlikeliest sources. She was the one who taught Kellyanna that survival was sometimes about joy as much as vigilance.
Anna was the healer, the empathic Blue grown wise. Anna knew how to listen, how to hold grief, how to weave people together in the aftermath of chaos. She stepped forward when wounds ran deepest, stitching the clan’s fragments and her own.
Cassie was the technician, the Gray face learned from Johnny’s teachings. Cassie built escape routes and shielded communications, understood the logic of systems, and could vanish into code or protocol as needed.
Nala was the wild one—the rule-breaker, the wanderer, born when Kellyanna first crossed into Lilith corridors. Nala could run, hide, blend in with outsiders, and never look back. She carried the taste of freedom and the risk of exile.
Talandra was the myth, the astral name whispered only in deep council or crisis. Talandra held the secrets Kellyanna couldn’t entrust to memory alone—a guardian of sacred knowledge, a sigil in the nether corridors, invoked only in true emergencies.
Cassandra was the oracle, the council voice, the strategist. She could read the deeper currents, sense betrayals before they surfaced, and advise others as if seeing three steps ahead. Cassandra rarely led, but her word was law when the stakes were highest.
Together, these aliases formed a shifting constellation—never present all at once, but each called forth when the corridor demanded. In the Railroad, only the most trusted ever saw the patterns beneath the masks. For the rest of the world, Kellyanna was always just out of reach, always one step beyond the story they thought they knew.
Kellyanna learned early that every mask had its reason, but the mask of secrecy—of going fully undercover—came with a story of love and forbidden knowledge.
It began when she and Ezra’s friendship deepened into secret love, their bond became a sanctuary and a crucible. Ezra was everything the Leah elders prized: loyal, steady, committed to the nest. But beneath the polished surface, he hid something rare and perilous—Leora clan secrets. Whether inherited or discovered, those fragments of Lilith’s lore were never meant to cross the border. Ezra, restless for meaning, trusted Kellyanna enough to share them.
At first, their secret rendezvous were harmless—a whisper behind closed doors, a question asked too softly. But as their trust deepened, they began trading stories the Railroad considered sacred: the passwords to astral corridors, tales of crossings that left no trace, rituals neither clan acknowledged. They learned together, each emboldening the other, and in their shared curiosity, Kellyanna found the courage to go deeper than ever before.
It was through Ezra that Alexi—the scout within Kellyanna—met Clark. Clark was a master of the Railroad, older and sharper, rumored to have crossed between Blue and Gray circles so often that even the council stopped counting. He didn’t waste time on small talk. Clark recognized Alexi’s hunger and Kellyanna’s empathy and taught her what neither side could give alone—the protocols that would one day make her legendary.
From Clark, she learned the Blue and Gray conjunction protocols: how to read a person and a room at once; how to hide in a crowd or vanish into system logs; how to layer emotion and logic so that neither ever betrayed the other. Clark never asked her to pick a side. Instead, he taught her that real survival meant holding contradiction—feeling deeply but thinking strategically, loving Ezra and still protecting herself.
With Ezra and Clark both shaping her path, Kellyanna’s first cover became something more than survival. It was the art of building bridges where walls were supposed to be. Every secret shared, every protocol mastered, was another step toward becoming the conductor—the one who could move anywhere, pass as anyone, and, in time, disappear without ever truly leaving.
Julie arrived in Kellyanna’s life like a breath of wild air from the corridors beyond—unapologetic, fierce, and carrying the kind of radiant confidence that could light up a compound or scatter a council. Where most Leahs moved with the gentle caution taught by their elders, Julie moved like she was born immune to fear. She wasn’t reckless; she was just utterly, contagiously herself.
To Kellyanna, Julie was an anomaly. She laughed at rules, told stories out of order, and claimed space in every room she entered. But more than that, Julie saw through masks. She recognized the weariness behind Kellyanna’s practiced smiles and the hunger for something freer. Instead of asking Kellyanna to hide or to choose a single self, Julie encouraged her to play—to take on new voices, try on new names, to let her accent slip and her humor run wild. With Julie, the pressure to be perfect disappeared, replaced by an invitation to experiment, even to be a little bit rowdy.
It was Julie who gave Kellyanna her first taste of the “Kelly-ann” persona. One night, in the middle of a corridor prank, Julie declared, “You’re not Emily. You’re not Anna. You’ve got too much twang, too much fight. You sound like a Kelly-ann to me—trouble in a sundress.” The nickname stuck, first as a joke, then as a mask, and finally as an essential alias whenever Kellyanna needed to move through Southern corridors, charm the wary, or slip past suspicion with a grin and a tall tale.
Kelly-ann was bold and big-hearted, capable of diffusing a crisis with laughter or starting one with a dare. She became the mask Kellyanna wore when warmth and confidence would open more doors than silence and caution ever could. Through Kelly-ann, Kellyanna learned the value of stepping outside her own scripts, trusting the power of voice, and building trust in places where trust rarely came easy.
Julie faded in and out of the Railroad, as all legends do, but the Kelly-ann persona remained—a tribute and a shield, and a living proof that sometimes the best parts of a survivor’s arsenal come from the friends who teach you to stop hiding.
It was late, the halls gone quiet, when Emily found Jen in their usual hiding spot—a forgotten alcove behind the archive stacks, just out of earshot from the main Leah thoroughfare. Jen lounged back with her boots on the crate, picking at the seam of her sleeve, the look she gave Emily making clear she’d seen this storm coming.
Jen’s voice was low, almost teasing. “All right, Em. What’s eating you now? You’ve been carrying that sigh since dinner.”
Emily slid down beside her, knees hugged to her chest. She didn’t answer right away. When she did, her voice was almost a whisper. “It’s just… I can’t shake this feeling that I’m living someone else’s life. Like—” She stared at her hands. “Like I get to go where I want, slip through checkpoints, walk into Lilith halls, and nobody questions me. All the doors just open. And I know it’s not like that for everyone.”
Jen raised an eyebrow. “You saying you want it to be harder for you?”
“No!” Emily flushed, frustrated. “I just—think of all the Leah girls who get the rules slammed in their face. Who are told to keep quiet, stay put, be grateful. Meanwhile, I get to cross, to learn things nobody’s supposed to, because I know the right passwords and the right people. I didn’t earn that, Jen. It just… happened. And every time I use it, I leave someone else locked out.”
Jen swung her boots down, sitting up. “Listen to me, Em. There’s nothing wrong with using what you’ve got. The problem is pretending you don’t have it. You want to help? Good. Use your open doors to wedge a boot in so the rest of us can squeeze through after.”
Emily met her gaze, searching for some absolution. “But what if they catch me? What if all I’m doing is making it harder for the ones who can’t hide?”
Jen grinned, fierce and a little sad. “Then you do what you always do—you find another way in. Or out. That’s how this works. You don’t stop running just because the first gate slams. You look for a crack, and when you find it, you pull someone else through with you.”
Emily let out a breath, shaky but lighter. For a moment, it felt like hope. Jen bumped her shoulder, the contact grounding and real.
“That’s why I follow you, you know,” Jen added, softer. “Because you don’t just open doors for yourself.”
And for the first time that night, Emily managed a small, grateful smile.
Tito was five years older than Emily, a gap that felt wide as an ocean when she was a child and suddenly close as breath when they met at interfamily clan training. The training brought together promising Leah and allied clan youth from all over—the future architects, mediators, and protectors—each chosen for some spark that marked them as different.
Tito stood out from the start. Taller, older, his presence was quiet but unmistakable. Where other teens jockeyed for attention, Tito watched, learning the room before he spoke. He didn’t flaunt his skills, but the trainers always seemed to defer to him when situations got tense. He moved easily between groups, slipping from technical drills to empathy workshops, his Jersey cadence softening the edge of every command.
Emily was twelve when they first partnered for a negotiation exercise—a staged dispute that quickly went off-script. Where her instinct was to smooth things over, Tito pushed her to ask sharper questions, to listen for what wasn’t said. “Don’t just solve it, kid,” he whispered, barely audible above the staged argument. “Figure out who’s pulling the strings.”
After that, they fell into an easy rhythm. Tito became both guide and shield—a big brother when the sessions got rough, a confidant who didn’t blink at the jagged questions she was too scared to ask anyone else. He never treated her like a child, and he never underestimated her. Instead, he shared the tricks he’d learned moving through the clans’ shadow corridors, teaching her how to read alliances, spot double-talk, and know when to speak and when to disappear.
Emily noticed, even then, that Tito seemed to belong everywhere and nowhere at once. He’d disappear from training for days, then reappear with new stories, sometimes bruises, always a sly half-smile and a word of encouragement just when she needed it.
By the end of that summer, Emily was no longer the shy, rule-bound child she’d been when she arrived. And Tito? He’d become something rarer: a friend who expected her to be more than just another obedient Leah—a friend who would, one day, help her see that moving between worlds was not only possible, but necessary.
By her twenty-first year, Kellyanna’s legend had outpaced her living self. She’d run every corridor, worn every mask—Emily, Caitlin, Katie, Anna, Cassie, Nala, Talandra, Cassandra—until not even her closest allies could say with certainty which version of her they’d met last.
That was when she went dark.
It wasn’t a dramatic disappearance, just a quiet flicker—the sudden absence of her signal in the virtual corridors, the vanishing of familiar codes from the encrypted channels. There were rumors, naturally: some said she’d defected, others that she’d ascended to a level of the Railroad only the mythic could reach. The truth was simpler, and more dangerous: from that day forward, the only way to know you were in the presence of Kellyanna was in-person, through sacred verification protocols passed down from the oldest Council members. No handshake, no code, no music box melody in the network could prove her real. Only a physical touchstone—a word, a gesture, a resonance felt heart to heart—could verify the conductor herself.
This was the final firewall, the ultimate protection. In a world built on digital facades and shifting frequencies, Kellyanna became unhackable, untraceable, almost untouchable. Her absence from the virtual wasn’t an end; it was a metamorphosis. She became a living legend, a ghost behind every daring crossing, a name invoked whenever a new path opened in the dark.
For Leo, the man who once held her music box and her trust, this was both a wound and a mystery. He alone knew her pre-cover signal, the cadence of the girl before the legend. But he could never be sure again—never verify her new identity, never guarantee to the Railroad that the Kellyanna online was truly her. He became the reluctant gatekeeper, trusted to say, “That’s not her,” every time a would-be Kellyanna tried to step into her myth.
From then on, only those who met her flesh-and-blood could claim the truth. The rest were left with rumor, ritual, and the ache of an unfinished song.
So ended her public story—and so began the era of the invisible conductor, the whispered presence who might be anyone, anywhere, waiting for the right person to recognize her face in the shadows and call her home.
Kellyanna’s vanishing did not go unnoticed. For every rumor that she’d ascended, there were ten more warnings whispered by the Railroad’s senior operatives: She’d become too visible, too magnetic. Her name—once only a secret passed hand to hand—had started to surface in forbidden forums, coded graffiti, even the mouths of those who shouldn’t know it at all.
The message came quietly, tucked in the heart of a dispatch only she could decrypt. The council’s voice was sharp as steel, gentle as a razor laid flat:
Conductor, you have failed in your first duty: remain invisible. The legend of Kellyanna is not your shield; it is your greatest vulnerability. You are not a hero, you are a current. To survive, you must let the name die and flow under a thousand others. Alias now, or the corridor closes.
She stared at the message, feeling the truth settle deep. Kellyanna was a myth, and myths burn brightest just before they vanish. If she stayed, she risked not only herself, but every soul that followed her signal through the dark.
In the silence that followed, she closed her old frequency for good. Somewhere, Leo would listen for the old melody, and only the echoes would remain. In a new corridor, under a new name, she would begin again—never quite seen, never quite caught, her legend dissolved into the flow of countless passing faces.
The world would remember Kellyanna, but the Railroad would survive because she vanished—one more ghost in the current, already becoming someone else.
Later—years after Kellyanna’s name had faded, when the corridors whispered of a new operative called Megan—she crossed paths with Leo again. By then, she’d learned how to wear new faces so well that even the closest allies had to guess twice.
Leo was polite, guarded, always a little distant. When others asked if he recognized the new “Megan,” he’d just shrug, let his eyes wander. Once, she caught him in a quiet corridor, his words meant for no one in particular: “Maybe she’s too unstable. Maybe I’m too confused. Plausible deniability, right? That’s the rule. Safer for everyone if we don’t call ghosts by their old names.”
She understood the message beneath the mask. The Railroad survived not by loyalty to the person, but to the legend—and legends only lasted as long as no one tried to nail them to a single face.
So Megan let him pretend. Leo held his silence, the myth held its shape, and in the space between what was said and what was left unsaid, the work could go on.
For Kellyanna—now Megan—it was a new beginning, with all the ache and hope that comes from letting the past dissolve so something stronger could rise.
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In the quiet after Leo’s dismissal, Megan slipped away to a forgotten stairwell, her back pressed to cold stone, the world above and below humming with lives she could no longer fully touch. It was safe here, unremarkable. Here, she let the masks drop. Here, only Emily remained.
For a long moment, she wept—silent, shuddering sobs that left her shoulders trembling and her chest hollow. Not for the danger, not for the countless aliases she’d outlived, but for the simplest grief: not being known. All her training, all her code-switching and corridor-running, and the person who’d once held her music box, who knew her laugh, now looked right through her, choosing myth over memory. Even plausible deniability was a mercy she would not be granted.
Emily wiped her face with the heel of her hand, letting the sorrow bleed out and resolve settle in. This was the bargain she’d made: to keep crossing back into Team Leah’s world, to keep the corridor open for those who couldn’t save themselves. If it meant vanishing, being doubted, being mourned by the living as much as the lost—so be it. She would keep returning, keep guiding, even if the day came when she was exiled forever.
She pressed her palm to her chest, feeling for the old ache and the stubborn pulse of hope beneath it. There would always be another girl trapped, another lock needing to be broken, another heart at risk of breaking. Emily—Kellyanna—Megan—whatever name she had to wear, the mission stayed the same.
She stood, squared her shoulders, and stepped back into the corridors. Unseen, perhaps. Unnamed, maybe. But never unwilling.
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It was in that hollow stairwell, with the ache of anonymity still raw in her chest, that Emily’s resolve gave way to something deeper—a desperate, dreamlike searching. She could feel it: Kellyanna’s spirit was slipping beneath the surface, as if every alias, every face, every code-name had exhausted its power and fallen asleep within the astral. The conductor herself was dormant, unreachable in the network’s highest and deepest chambers.
The world called it “going dark,” but inside, Emily knew it as something far more dangerous: fragmentation. The avatars that had once flickered so easily—Katie’s laughter, Cassie’s calculation, Anna’s grace—were all shutting down, disconnected from the waking world, leaving only silence and static in their place. The corridors felt colder, emptier; even the shadows seemed to have lost their memory of her.
And so, with trembling hands, Emily began the Link quest.
It wasn’t a mission anyone could undertake alone. The old protocols were clear: only an in-person encounter could restore the core self when every astral channel had failed. It had to be someone who had known Kellyanna in the flesh—someone with the courage, the memory, and the love to pierce the layers of myth and call her back into the world.
She whispered the question to the empty air, a prayer and a challenge both:
Who will cross the last threshold? Who will look into my eyes and say, I know you? Who will bring Kellyanna home when even I have forgotten my own name?
The quest spread quietly, a ripple through the secret corridors and shadowed rooms of the Railroad. The music box slept in Leo’s hands; Jen listened for a signal in the dark; Tito watched from the periphery, heart aching and hands ready. One by one, those who had known her began to search—not for a ghost, but for the girl at the center of the legend, the one who needed saving as much as anyone she had ever rescued.
In that moment, Emily understood: the legend could only survive if someone was willing to love the real person behind it. Until then, Kellyanna would sleep, and the world would wait, breath held, for the return of its invisible conductor.
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