Chapter 8: Crossing Lines
Residue
Every act of intimacy left a mark—astral, physical, sometimes both. In the world of the Railroad, it wasn’t superstition; it was protocol. The body was a vessel, but also a transmitter. Two people touched, and the current lingered—sometimes for days, sometimes for years, depending on the depth of the bond and the history behind it.
Those with high astral sensitivity could see or feel these traces: colors in the aura, a taste in the frequency, a shimmer at the edge of vision. Everyone else relied on gossip, team rumors, or old wives’ tales, but the rules were enforced all the same.
The world split the crossers into two camps: those who could mimic through deep astral resonance—rare, envied, sometimes feared—and those who had to cross teams and clans by physical means alone.
The Mimics
To cross by astral bond was a privilege—one reserved for those who’d been trained, attuned, or born with the talent. Astral mimics could move between Leah and Lilith, Blue and Gray, never needing a physical touch to adopt the resonance of another clan. Their passage was seamless, sometimes undetectable. They passed tests with ease, blended into new teams, carried secrets from one council to the next.
But privilege had its price. Astral crossers were always watched. Some clans saw them as untrustworthy, too flexible for their own good. Others courted them, hoping to harness their power for the Railroad. For Kellyanna, the gift was both a shield and a burden. She learned early to hide how easily she could blend in—how, with a glance or a meditation, she could slip through a boundary no one else could see.
The Body Brokers
For most, crossing teams meant crossing bodies. Sex was the original passport: a ritual, sometimes a transaction, sometimes an act of longing or desperation. The effect was immediate and obvious—after an encounter, the mimic could temporarily take on the frequency, accent, or even instincts of their partner’s team. It was risky: too many crossings, and your signal “stank” in the eyes of the Blues. Not enough, and you stayed stuck, unable to pass as anyone but yourself.
Physical crossers faced judgment at every turn. Some wore their exploits as badges—brash, unashamed, daring others to call them out. Others hid, ashamed or afraid, worried that being found out would mean exile, erasure, or worse. The low-frequency wards were full of those who’d crossed too often, or with the wrong partners, or without the right consent. Rumors said the only cure was cleansing or quarantine, but even those rituals couldn’t erase the mark entirely.
The Tension
The Railroad was rife with stories: • A household torn apart when one partner admitted to crossing astrally, while the other insisted that only bodies could bond. • A mission gone wrong when a physical mimic was caught passing as Lilith in a Leah compound, their aura still tinged with the scent of last night’s lover. • Operatives envied for their easy passage, or ostracized for their inability to mimic without “paying the price.”
In the field, the stakes were higher. Missions required blending in, gaining access, making allies in hostile territory. Sometimes that meant feigning desire; sometimes, it meant surrendering to it. Kellyanna watched, learned, and sometimes participated, always measuring the risk against the need.
Kellyanna’s Ledger
Kellyanna kept her own ledger—mental, never written. She could count her crossings both ways: the bonds she’d made by spirit, the lessons she’d learned by skin. Some partners had left traces that faded in hours. Others, she still carried years later, their frequencies tangled with her own, surfacing at the oddest times—a laugh, a habit, a craving she couldn’t explain.
She envied neither camp. Astral privilege brought suspicion. Physical mimicry brought risk and rumor. Both demanded secrecy, both left her with a hunger for authenticity—a place where she could just be, not always perform.
The Cost of Crossing
The world policed what it could see. The Blues judged, the Grays measured, the Greens whispered, the Ks kept score. Every crossing had a consequence: an invitation withdrawn, a privilege lost, a reputation altered. Some survivors took pride in their adaptability. Others wore their wounds as warnings.
At the end of the day, Kellyanna sat with her team, field logs open, silence stretching between them. She thought about what it meant to cross—a choice, a compulsion, a privilege, a punishment. She remembered the ones who couldn’t pass at all, stuck forever in their first skin.
No one was truly free. But some, for a little while, could move between worlds and taste the illusion.
Tomorrow, there would be another mission, another test, another line to cross.
To be continued…
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